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| Tuesday, June 23, 2009 |
Dear God,
What have I done wrong to deserve this punishment?
I witness my own dream drifting further away from me,
my heart aches, I felt disappointed.
Ashamed I should say and I just feel like curling under my blanket.
One step backwards from the stepping stone,
and now I'm back to square one.
My mind's screaming to get out of this current job of mine.
Cabin Crew, I failed.
Allied Educator, I failed.
For a moment, I just felt my world's crumbling down.
Why, WHY can't my little dream be fullfill?
What's wrong with me?
I really worked hard.
Can't you feel it?
Maybe I'm just a little nervous when attending interviews,
but I tired so hard to hide it away.
I wanted the job not because of money,
but for passion can't you see?
I don't mind working for free.
I didn't look for other job after the interview,
cause I've confidence in myself thinking that my passion will make it through,
but I was wrong.
Maybe I'm just too dumb and ugly.
Sigh.
I'm really very upset.
Goodnight.
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